This is pieces of a good talk… I like those… Some nights… it just happens this way…
Sometimes… the options seem endless… and sometimes it seems there are no options…
We’ve been taught to wish… sometimes I wish so hard that it feels like the greater power that I’m directing my wish toward must have no choice but to grant it… I have to be heard because I’m wishing with everything I have… sometimes I don’t know whether or not my wish was granted… I have the habit of wishing for things which I’ll never have the opportunity to find out if it’s been granted… I always feel like I have to have been heard though… I’m not sure why… I always wish towards the sky… again, not sure why… it just feels like… whatever is… out there… has got to be what’s in control… I have a fascination with the moon… and the stars… it’s not necessarily a belief that the moon or the stars are what control the universe or our actions… but just a fascination…
I’ve always had an extremely active imagination… I’ve got stories for everything… strangers have my favorite stories… I go back and forth between believing that everything happens for a reason and that we’re all a part of some big experiment… I believe strongly in going with the flow… and not dwelling on certain points… though… it’s possible that for some people it’s not in their “make-up” to be able to move past those points… it could just be part of who they are… maybe it’s not in their control…
STOP! TIME FOR STRUMMING… ALL GOOD TALKS CONTAIN STRUMMING AT SOME POINT…
I think class is something that’s been slightly lost… I think it’s one of the strongest characteristics a person can have… I understand that some concepts are just lost on some people… but I like discovering that a person who seemed to be headed in a certain direction has a million and one other sides to them… mostly just the good sides, of course… I really dislike being disappointed by people… I have a hard time trusting… then it makes it that much harder to be let down… but that’s certainly not just me…
There are certain aspects of the future that I have a hard time looking towards… I want some surprises… but then there are others that I’m so sure of… if I don’t achieve what I’m working towards…
I can’t imagine things actually going the way I’m hoping… but maybe that’s a good thing… maybe I’ll be taken down a completely opposite path than the one I’m half-planning… I also have a pseudo-life that I’ve set for myself… which has aspects that I would love… but, in reality, aren’t going to happen… I think everyone has one of those… where everything is larger than life… and not necessarily logical… that’s the active imagination again… the one that wishes towards the stars and moon… for no real reason… except the assumption that it’s where wishes are supposed to go… | 
